Hello! I would like to remain anonymous please. I've been dating this guy for 6 years now. From the beginning the relationship was very rocky. We broke up a lot over very petty things. I told him that the next time he breaks up with me im gone for good. About 6 months ago during one argument i tried to leave and he shoved me really hard. I forgave him and told him to never put his hands on me again. He agreed but then it happened again only this time it was really bad. He left choke marks on my neck and bruises on my arms and face. I was humiliated and heart broken. It wasn't the physical abuse that hurt the most but the emotional pain behind it. I left him but i continued talking to him as a friend. He begs for me back, brings me flowers,expensive gifts and has even seeked out a psychiatrist. He cries in front of me when we talk about the fight and tells me how sorry he is and begs for me back. I love this man. Did he honestly make a mistake? I want to believe in my heart that he wont do it again but im afraid of what may happen if i take him back. He comes from a good family and he is a man of God. he even got me into going to church which hurt and confused me even more. Please help...



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